I think this time it’s over…
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He said – I don’t want to talk. It didn’t say, ‘ I don’t want to talk about it.’ – - So I guess this is goodbye. After 4 years of being together.. maybe it’s time to let go.
I am sad. I am sad because we both tried. We tried to keep it together. He cared for me and I cared for him. I loved him and he loved me. But unless we talk it out, there will be nothing. Nothing can come from silence – you all know that.
I was with friends tonight. They consoled me. I hope someday I will learn to understand what happened. I love my friends – dearly. They are my life. I was without someone for over 10 years and I had nothing but my friends. I cannot be made to choose between my boyfriend and my friends. It will be unfair for both.
I prayed two weeks before this happened. I asked God to show me a sign if it wasn’t meant to be. I asked Him sincerely and He answered me sincerely. I didn’t know it was going to be this quick.
I love him – yes I do. But who wants to love someone who doesn’t love you? Who wants to be with someone who doesn’t want to be with you?
I will miss him, that’s for sure.. but I already have my answer. We were not meant to be together.
