At times you think you’re too jaded to feel anything
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I am using my blog as a way to vent out my frustrations. My apologies to my ‘celebrity’ fans as I take this break from all the wackiness and share my emotions. I never thought I would feel this pain again. When we met, it was as if loneliness has left me. I had everything going and life as we know it was smoothly sailing by. Then, you are dealt with a blow – an unexpected blow.
Was it because I was becoming too comfortable? Did I not see signs that this is going to happen? Maybe. But why does it happen this way? Love should make you feel good and it did. Now, it makes me feel as if love has left me… again… Should I even try to fall in love again? Or should I just accept the fact that no matter how long you live, you will end up alone anyway?
I just want to sleep.. it’s about 7:30 p.m. now.. and I want to sleep and not wake up until tomorrow.. maybe a better day it will be.
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talagang ganun ang pag ibig chuva..love is both heaven and hell!…. wala tayung choice kundi to deal with our broken dreams and broken heart–and daming beses na akong umibig, inibig,napaibig, at nasaktan–paulit ulit–it has become a vicious cycle to me…hanggang napagud na ang puso ko sa pag ibig-kaya i needed to change my whole lifestyle…. now? i am the happiest… dahil maraming umiibig sa akin at madami akong iniibig–pero ibang level–its not an exclusive kind of love anymore. wherein yung tao ay aangkinin ko katwan at kaluluwa pati future nito bwhahahahaha…
you will get over it..time will heal the wounds…. take your time and focus on other things…and dont forget to PRAY!
ala mo dom, sa totoo lang talagang pinipilit kong makalimot. pero heto, hindi makatulog dahil lagi kong naiisip kung bakit ganun. ni ha, ni ho walang dahilan. napakaliit yata ng dahilan ng pagkakahiwalay na to!
pero i know, may dahilan si Lord dito kaya I’m taking my time. umiinom nga ako ng sleeping pills sa gabi dahil hindi ako makakatulog kung wala -isip ng isip. lecheng buhay to.
and yes, thanks for reminding me to PRAY. ipinagdadasal ko na sana nasa mabuti siyang kalagayan kahit na masakit sakin ang paghihiwalay namin. thanks ulit.
chuva kapatid ko..listen to me… no matter the reason was–no matter how small it was, or how big it was..still the truth is resounding. so keep your focus and move forward–
and take good care of yourself…no self pity for it will not do you any good at all.
take time to think of yourself…indulge in self and personal activities that will glue your mind and heart to….
and most of all, don’t forget to do your personal hygiene–baka naman kasi sa sobra mong pagbo brood ay ni hindi mo na maalalang mag sepilyo ng yung mga ipen or makatamaram mo na ang pag paligo araw araw….. be beautiful and dont get stressed..nakakapa panget ang stress alalahanin mo–dapat nga mas lalo ka pang gumanda sa katayuan mo ngayun–para naman makita ka ng buong mundo na–ah..si chuva ba yan? an ganda ganda nyaa…. (it’s too immature to say you need another love as you have not fully fallen out of it completely),,,but who knows?…baka may isa dyan na aali aligid saiyu na hindi lang makaporma dahil alam nya kasi na andyan pa sa puso mo siya!….giv yurself naman a chance and others too.hahahahaha
kuya dom – - oo, hayaan mo at mag re-retreat ako sa corner ng mundo mo… padala ko sa yo picture ko para alam mo kung sino aketch okay?