At times you think you’re too jaded to feel anything
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I am using my blog as a way to vent out my frustrations. My apologies to my ‘celebrity’ fans as I take this break from all the wackiness and share my emotions. I never thought I would feel this pain again. When we met, it was as if loneliness has left me. I had everything going and life as we know it was smoothly sailing by. Then, you are dealt with a blow – an unexpected blow.
Was it because I was becoming too comfortable? Did I not see signs that this is going to happen? Maybe. But why does it happen this way? Love should make you feel good and it did. Now, it makes me feel as if love has left me… again… Should I even try to fall in love again? Or should I just accept the fact that no matter how long you live, you will end up alone anyway?
I just want to sleep.. it’s about 7:30 p.m. now.. and I want to sleep and not wake up until tomorrow.. maybe a better day it will be.
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