Chizmizan with Chuva

Dahil Tanging Ikaw - - One Fantashadora GO! Episode

“When life hands you lemons, make lemonade! “  At least, that’s what I’ve been taught.  I knew that life won’t always be fair and that sometimes we get dealt with cards we really don’t care too much about.  The phrase has always worked for me and granted, I am not a very negative person.  I always know how to look on the bright side.  Looking at the glass as half full, not half empty or finding the rainbow in the middle of a storm.

Pero bakit ganito.  Ngayong wala akong dapat iniisip, nagkaroon ako ng iisipin?  Nakausap ko nga si TULIRO kaninang umaga.  She is still stuck in the same situation today as she was when she wrote me her letter.  Hanggang ngayon, in-love pa rin siya dun sa byaning kahit alam niyang diretso siya.  Ang text niya sa ‘kin this morning, “Mate - what am I going to do?  We hung out and drank last weekend and talked for 6 hours straight!  I had a blast but then Sunday came around and I was miserable because I know that she’s with someone else!”   What do I say to that?  Eh pareho kami ngayon ng sitwasyon?

So, I answered her text.  “Dunno!  I’m in the same situation now.  I could tell you things that you should do but you will do what you want anyway.  Just go for it!”

Alam ko.  Mali ang advice na ‘yon.  Pero ayokong maging plastic.  Diba?  How could I tell TULIRO to let it go and leave her alone, when in fact hindi ko maiwanan ang JOSHKO?!   It’s not even a matter of staying away from the person because it doesn’t help things.  Lalo pa kung hindi niya alam kung anong nararamdaman mo?

Eto ngayon ang plano ko.  I will let it go.  Pababayaan ko siya na makipaglamputsingan dun sa bago niyang sino-syota.  Walang kasalanan yung gurl as far as I’m concerned.  Hindi niya alam what happens behind the scenes.  (Holding hands namin, kissing etc.)  Not being in the middle of the situation will help me and help them as well.  Kasi kung makikituloy ako ng pag-hang out kay Josh, lalo lang akong mahuhulog and it will only make things more complicated not only for him - but for me as well.

Mahirap gawin.  Ika nga ni Pusa, “Tulak ng bibig, kabig ng dibdib!”  Tama siya.  Yun ang nararamdaman ko.  Yung katulong ko naman, ang sabi, “Hindi mo kasalanan, nilande ka ‘nya!”  Ewan!  I just don’t feel like dealing with it.  I don’t want to fall.  Kailangan strong ako.  Ayokong masaktan and I want to be in control.  This just puts me out of control right now.

Advice anyone?  Nasan ba si “Dear Chuva” when you need her?! 

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