I didn’t know it’s still going to feel this way…

ill always love you (remix) – - michael johnson

You all must remember JOSHKO right? Well, kinalimutan ko na siya di ba? And I even traveled several thousand miles para makita ko yung taong may naramdaman ako. JOSHKO found his way out and moved to California. Ako naman, natulungang makalimutan si JOSH ng taong nakilala ko through my blog.

Things work so funny sometimes. Funny in a way that it all works for good. First, I never thought I would fall in love with someone whom I haven’t met in person. But it happened. Yes. Yet, distance for me is a very big issue. I cannot have a relationship with someone so far away. Kaya, to make the long story short – friends na lang kami ng blog lover ko. We still text each other now and then. Kamustahan and all.

Tonight, as I was coming home to walk Jake – I saw someone walked past the house. For a minute there, I thought it was JOSH. I got excited for some reason. I was in a hurry so I looked back just to make sure.. it wasn’t JOSH. My heart sank. I don’t know why and I don’t wanna know why.

Finally, when I settled down – I sent him a text message just to say hi. I told him to see the movie “Hangover” because it was a hilarious film. He told me, “Yeah, I would if only I can afford a movie ticket.” You see, he just got a job and still trying to settle in California. You all know how it is when you’re starting up. It’s quite difficult. So I tried to encourage him, telling him that everything’s going to be okay.

Then he told me that he broke up with his girlfriend. I felt even worse. She was supposed to visit him but never did. Apparently, something happened there but I didn’t want to ask.

I simply said to him not to worry because his life is ahead of him. He’s young, has a very good potential for being successful and that if he really gets lonely, he can always come back to the east coast. I also told him to enjoy Cali while he’s there and that if he wants to come back, we will welcome him back. Then he replied, “Thank you, I miss you!”

Wow!!! Naloka na naman ako. Anovey? Kala ko ba tapos na ‘tong kabanatang ‘to. Did he have to say that? Kinabahan na naman tuloy ako ng katakot takot. So I said to him, “When you come home and I see you – is it okay if I give you a big hug?”

He responded, “I wouldn’t expect anything less!”

“Pahingi nga ng brush!!! Susuklayin ko lang yung buhok ko – - ANG HABA ‘DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

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